i wish we could  at least be friends 

theres so much ill never say

but its better that way

your burdens cling to me

like damp cloth

all i know how to do is

leave

thats all i want to do

i used to see,

you,

in my dreams 

now im lucky if,

i,

can recognize you in a

photograph

the memory of your lips

step back

softly into yesterday and

the thought of a future 

clouded my space